There are various explanations for feeling more lethargic and sleeping too much lately at night: (winter, darkness, heartbreak, depression, increase of my anxiety medication, change in my routine/schedule, less socialization, etc…).

I have to try harder and push myself more to stay positive and fairly active. Unfortunately, I did not make it to ALF in Boonville this morning. Instead, I enjoyed worshipping and hearing God’s word at NLF in Beaver Falls. God places me where I need to be each day.

My Dad does his best to help me and it is good for both of us. While at church, he did some preparation for our family meal and clean-up in the kitchen. Later we will finish completing the scalloped potatoes together.

Other women have prayed over me and have spoken that now is the time to focus on caring for my Dad. Through their prayers and my prayers, I have hope that someday I will find a good, Christian man and we will fall in love.

God and my Christian friends will bring him to me. I must continue to be strong for my friends, family and myself. Over the years I have educated myself about my depression and anxiety and can recognize when I need to reach out to my providers in the mental health field. This upcoming week I will adjust my medication with my doctor, participate in peer support counseling and meet with my therapist. I am grateful to have support and try to reach out to others who may need help too. Prayer is also a great comfort.

My blogs are shorter lately. I remind myself it is “okay.” Every step forward helps. God is trying to show me “his path”–not my road.

Jennifer S. Churchill 12/29/2024