The weather has been cooler and damp these past couple of days. Our days are turning shorter and darker. Soon we will change our clocks back. I know we need the four seasons in Northern New York State. I appreciate all of them; however, living here with six months of winter is too long. Each person feels differently about the seasons.

Today I miss the warmth of the sun as I walked in a cool drizzle. My smile and spring in my step have faded. Normally I enjoy visiting with others I see on the street, instead short hellos and talks about the weather.

The day is making me want to write more about my vulnerabilities. Thoughts of past experiences and an unknown future make me think in a less positive mindset. Normally I am optimistic and full of dreams.

Perhaps this day is trying to show me a reflection of who I am and what I want from life. We all want to be appreciated and told how we make a difference. I do receive many thank you remarks and praises from friends and family. However, I am searching for an extra word or words today. If it does not come from another, perhaps from God.

I am taking good care of myself by walking, eating right, staying active, resting, writing, praying and getting out soon. Looking forward to writing and reading more this afternoon over lunch by myself. Tomorrow I will join a dear friend of mine for lunch and fellowship. Her company is some of my favorite time. Her husband is a retired Reverend and she is a retired Pastor’s wife. The two of them continue to serve the Lord and others with their whole hearts. They will always be dedicated Christians. I look up to them and honor them dearly.

As I finish up this blog, the sun is pushing through the clouds. Always find your joy in life and the people who lift you up. Pray at all seasons of your life. We’re never alone. Get help if needed. We are more alike than different. Blessings over all of you.

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